"...and if the 'never-never's' worth the doing, it's worth doing it right."
The Final Push…
I’ve been feeling really exhausted/run down/crappy this week, and I’m not really sure why. I usually attribute it to the end of a school year, finals, and the like, but I don’t really have any of that going on this year. Maybe there’s just something in my body that does not respond well to April/May. Who knows?
I have been working more the past few weeks. That could contribute. Probably not though. Plus, I’m REALLY into my reality television, and all three shows I’m watching are at the exact same point…all coming to an end at the same time. So that’s stressful on me. (Let’s not even get started on Allison getting eliminated over Danny…) My dad’s having his neck surgery tomorrow. That’s been kind of a looming thing for a while now. Two more weeks before Steven gets to come home for the summer too! I’ve been looking forward to that since December, so the anticipation of that is kind of coming to a head (that’s…not the best phrase to use there, but oh well). All the stuff from UALR is piling on too. I have to take the Praxis, had to apply for loans, had to get accepted, all that jazz. The past week was huge for all that stuff too. So maybe everything is just piling on at once, and it’s driven me to just want to stay in bed and be lazy. :)
One thing’s for sure though. This is, in theory, the “final push” before the next chapter of my life. Two more weeks. Then the strain of long distance is gone. It’s the transition from the way things are now to the start of the rest of my life. So I’m trying to keep in mind that after this hurdle, things are looking pretty damn good.
